yes i was there. without havin a clue that you would be there. you went missin. you came when you feel like it. and you go as and when you like. and all i got to know you were there because of me?! totally bullshit. -.-" look whose the one who spoilt his own night? i didn't ask you to be there. or even i'm expectin. if your intention of being there is bcos of me then all i can say is that i'm really sorry. and i do appreciate the thought that you have. if it's true. afterall, it's long goneeee. till then.
remember a long time ago
i actually had a huge crush on u
but since u r mael's bf, i had to respect it
n i was disappointed in myself
tt i almost tried to seduce u
knowing the fact tt u r mael's
yeah.. still, i find u cute n have always had tt tiny crush for u
but of cos i don't go around talking abt it
cos one, mael. he's a dear friend
ok nvm, it won't happen anws between us i know tt
so let's just pretend i didn't say anitin
pardom me n my honesty
anw, this is getting paiseh n awkward
that's totally LOL! okaaaay
was kinda shocked and surprised
and to you, i appreciate your honesty and guts!
nyehahaha! afterall, we will just have to see laaaa.. =))
if only i knew thad you were just acting to be gay
or you are just acting to be straight?
whatever to thad...
please search for your true soul bfore you decide to get to know me okay?
only idiots will still go hugag over you but i don't
i have to turn you down. bitch. go lick pussy. =))
afterall, it was a great night at DblO..
you just have to turn me down
i'm always a bad bf to you , always
how far i would go will still be nothing to you
i love you more than life
if only you could see it
but i bet you won't
but i'm glad that you're still around
being fren's with you is better than not having you at all
or being my bitch should i say
cos you know i love you no matter whad..
right babe? =)
and now whad matters is the world is spinnin right round
like literally round and round and round
god damn! i'm seriously not expectin it to happen btwn us
it's like you can't even imagine that its happenin
almost 24 hours together
i will really feel so awkward everytime you look into my eyes
i have to turn you down million of times
i'm just too scared to fall deeper
you gave me the trust but i'm not ready to give mine
it's better if we just stay this way. okay?
i appreciate the effort that you gave
i just want you to know that i'm not faking anything
neither am i cheatin on you
and i'm sorry that i can't bring you along
but like what i've promised you we will meet tonight okay?
see you..
ps; i'm missin my routine very much
i sooo need to hit st james soon
dblo is gettin even more pathetic
and yeah i will do my passport soon okay?
but please you just go ahead if you decide to go jb
don't need to wait for me.. please..
and i miss you too..
i'm missin this ppl sooo much
lernie, fai , zai , liyana , azlina , fiza , ina , fas , didi , my dancemates and mell.
meet up soon pleaseeee ppl!
