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Friday, October 10, 2008

its never been this tough
too critical for me till it gets out of hand
yes, i did a huge mistake and you kept it too long till this happened
never once i force you too keep it but you chose too
till now then you give up on everything
it takes months for me to make you suffer everything
but it only takes a few days for you to ruined everything
but still im the worse. even worse then your ex bf
i've got nothing i know


some say i should just give up
some say i shouldn't
some even say you're not the one for me



things have been uber worse than ever but i've think it through
firstly, why should i give up now and not earlier of the months?
as much as youre suffering bcos of me im feeling it too
maybe certain stuff i can give up
but giving up on you is the last thing i would (never) do
that only death will make it happen
and i dont take love easily
im aint like any other guys that will only make you like a touch and go machine
or even worse a retribution or a revenge tool


maybe to you 14 months is just a freaking 14 days
oh! maybe i left something out like some people say
' mell have been suffering with you since the 3rd month
when you guys are together and his never happy after that
'
without thinking further tears drop just like a swell
all this while you're with me just bcos of sympathy?
or maybe bcos of giving me time? (bullshit)
or even worse youre being with me just for the sake of being with me?
come on lah just stop that bullshit of the reason that you always give
ive never fail to ask you if youre sincerely in love with me
and your answer? ' DONT ASK STUPID QUESTION '
so look whose the one whose being stupid and dumb now?
or maybe you're just proud of your achievement of 'TAHANING MY PERANGAI'
congrats and around of applause for our one n only, MELL -.-


i've tried 1000 ways to leave you
i've tried 1000 ways to avoid you
i've tried 1000 ways to forget you
but it only take me 1 reason to be with you



you're my first true love
too much we've been through till i guess some ppl if just sick and tired of it
and that includes you
maybe gg through the hardship together is just a burden to you
but its a challenge for me cos i wanna go far with you
the challenges that we've been is never easy
be it family be it friends be it politics be it case of the ex be it money wise..
too much to be mention but never once regret it
you held me up


being with you completes my life
being with you completes me
being with you turnin me into a better person
being with you just make my life perfect
being with you just what i've wanted



to be continued...


AIMM HAYDEN
nineteen . eastside

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when it gets wiser

' When one door closes another opens
But often we look so long
So regretfully upon the closed door
That we fail to see the one that has opened for us
And willing to give a better life '

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If you think whatever i rant here concern's you big time
I suggest you jolly well leave for good
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