just when i thought it will be a nice tuesday
after being stuck at home for more than 48 hours
and that feelin is none other than wanting to meet the love one

it went smooth and nice upon the arrival

just like normal and how beautiful it is having you around

and of course to add more to it you broke the news
about the dip that u're taking and you don't know how happy i am

to finally see you succeed or maybe gg to

like i say think positive at all times

and for this i will give you my full support cos i know this is what you really want

the happiness is still there but some things just have to go haywire

i somehow explain to you the reason why i dont wanna be there the next day

by right i chose not to reveal anything

but the words just keep reminding me to not make things worst n just tell

and yes i did

but for that im the one to be blame cos somehow i played around with words

and there you go , the uncountable episode of our drama

i think really hard , is it wrong for me to say what i feel?
you've been dying to know my true deeds

and when i did my part you're unhappy about it

then what's the point of me having you when you just can't face the truth?

and im totally not blaming you for this cos i know u didn't expect that from me
let just give that a pass and for the both of us to have some thoughts for it

i just wish it would just end there when u walk away which i thought we gonna settle it

in a wayyy better manner but it didnt

you took ur anger around and spill it to others but definitely the main victim is me

which i already expect what's gonna happen next by lookin at your actions

revenge never come across my mind and you though it does

that's when i just keep my mouth shut cos i know you have the worst mouth disease

that even no one can even win no matter how hard they try

the intention was to make everything clean and perfect

but you just cant take it

i didnt even give a single fuckin comment when you're handling things

but when it comes to mine , the bulldog is out to attack me

that's when the situation couldn't be save and to add spice to it

negative mindset gained , again

only the witness know's what really happen

you should be lucky that i really despise laying hands on others

and that explains why u're save from it

you can go all out till i bleed but one thing for sure i know its not you

whose gg through it

some say its a good thing

cos that usually happen for serious relationship

but the worse nightmare will only come ones or maybe twice

and this is one of the worst nightmare that we're gg through now

which i really hope it will be a lesson to be learn for the both of us

and not just cry for sympathy

and just end everything

that's not the way i want and i know it goes the same to you

which i just take this a lesson to be learn and a steppin stone

but definitely a curse to us