i do have my own reasons why i make it private
which i don't see a need for you to know
yet only the trusted one's will know
cos they deserve to..


SHAHRUL
it really saddens me
about a friend that i really didn't expect it to be coming
its just sooo dissapointing
one question , WHAT DID I DO TILL YOU HAVE TO GO THIS FAR?!
just that simple question
u say im a hypocrite , 2 face and everything bad that describes me
even mael my ex bf agree with that.. like u say it..
one thing , DO YOU KNOW ME WELL?
maybe mael agrees with you thats why u can be soo confident
there's alot of stuff been coming from you about me
I SWEAR I WONDER WHY
did i disturb your life?
did i steal away ur bf?
did i steal ur parents money?
did i take ur frens away from you?
did i kill ur family?
just too much of your actions that keep me wondering..
and if you think my recent blog post is for you
then too bad but for sure it wasn't for you
i won't even care to update about you
just a waste of my time
and friend , people have eyes to see , ears to hear , heart to feel
and definitely BRAINS TO THINK
maybe now i let you win
one reason , i dont deal with a young kid like you
but i believe god is fair enough
sooner or later ur attempt will fail
without me doing anything
karma people call it
that's when the words that you said to me will all hit you back
now you can blindfold people with your words
but never in the future they gonna trust you anymore..


MAEL
i give up on you..
its really heartbreaking to know the truth from you
call me hypocrite , 2 face or whatsoever
let the whole world know but
one thing for sure , if we are meant to be together
then im willing to welcome you back anytime
if not then i will never regret the times i had with you
cos the truth is , you're the one for me baby..