the conversation i had with someone the other night



' you know sometimes i feel like running away from him
cos the pain sometimes its just too much for me to bear
and its really hard for me to maintain this relationship
but i admire you and mell cos you both went through so much
together and i hope i can be strong and go through all of that
im going through now... '


' haiz yup im tryin to keep myself sane cos its just hard to like
trust him cos of others gals and stuff and you noe there's always
that issue and im so paranoid.. '


' somemore he's reluctant to bring me out whenever she's around
i mean as in go out with his friends. somemore all his friends know
me and they are like my friends. sigh. thats why sometimes i dun
understand they say they love you and all but actions shows otherwise.. '



and i really do feel that someone. cos in some parts its hitting me too. ~ very
but somehow now i'll just go along with the flow and somehow im tryin my best
to move on. but still stuck. and i believe soon enough i will go away eventhough
im still txting and requestin for a meet up cos i know its my last bits with you..





and to that someone :